.Monday, June 07, 2010 ' 9:11 PM Y
Was reading through those blog entries 5 years ago and I realised God has been such an important part of me since then.
Post on fasting the first time:
"1st time ever in my life i hf fasted. hmm.. stil nt reli use to it. will stil be tempted by food. by i'll turn my physical hunger to spiritual hunger. somehow i felt im growing more n more in Lord. gt tis hunger to noe more of Him n dwell in His presence. oso went for wow todae. hmm.. nt bad. a min cell grp. but oli noe a few ple there. ha. somehow gt tis tot inside me. since my church pastors r willing to go to e extend to sacrifice during their sch days, we can do e same. moreover wow is alr a platform tt is set up. jz nid to gather more ple n revival will come to tj one day. will be gg for tjc-chc prayer meetin on fri. hope it'll be an enlightening n freshing one. =)"
Post on emerge 05:
"im suffering fr some post-emerged conference symtoms. i jz miss tt church conference. i miss queueing up in e carpark. picnic-ing in e carpark. pushing along e stairs n up e bus. dissapointment when cnt squeezed into e audi. lots n lots more. everythg. most impt i miss gods words. anw im readin tis book recently titled "top 200 most probing qns".. it was enlightening. i jz look forward to church svc evydae... i longed for His presence. =)"
Post on some prayer:
"Father, I surrender to You completely now. I yield everything to You- my body, my soul, and my spirit, my family, my studies, my finances, my relationship, my weaknesses, my strengths, my past, my present, and my future, everything I am, for all eternity. I ask You Lord, to give me a repentant heart for all the things I've done to grieve You, all my sins, my iniquities, my coldness of heart, and my lack of trust. I ask You to empower me to turn around, to go the other way, they way that pleases You. Holy spirit, I welcome You into my life right now. I praise You and love You. I ask You to help me receive the things I've asked for from the Father through Jesus. Help me to come into fellowship and communion with You, for I really don't know how to myself. Make me fully aware of Your presence and enable me to hear Your voice. I promise to obey. Lord Jesus, anoint me with the Holy Spirit as I obey and learn. Give me Your power to touch those around me and those You will bring across my path. Show me what to do next. And help me never to neglect Your fellowship. I pray in the name of Jesus my Lord. Amen. "
Post on my dream to be a social worker (far from that now! Haha):
"im certain of my path now. wad e future holds for me is held in God's hand. i've visions n dreams. for myself n e society. most imot for the kingdom of God. im pretty sure i wana go into the social work arena to mk myslf available to those in need. i dun nid any nid for approval for my passion. tts e worng kinda drive. the prove of desire is to pursuit. tts reli sth tt i wld wan to fufil in this life-to impact individual's life. sth tt i hf passion for determines my purpose. when my talents n passion intersect w the nids of the society.. therein lies my purpose. n im sure tt the deeds of this life are the destiny of the next. wadeva my future holds.. its e best tt God will give me."
How pure is that love. How untainted. How unconditional.
You have always been an anchor of my soul. Love you Jesus.
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