.Tuesday, January 03, 2006 ' 10:55 PM Y
haven been blogging since last yr! (actually oli a mth la. ha) was jz reading blogs.. kinda miss the ple n miss sch. im still jobless, so if any one gt any rec, you are most welcome. =)
have been having 1 full mth of hols! doing the stuff i wan to do. i thk tts quite enjoyable. having set free fr captivity after 2 yrs, finally a time to do thgs of my liking. dun reli uds why some ple are so eager to find job n started working imd after As. thk we shd have time to pamper ourselves, not looking for material needs such as $. but if your way of pampering youself is to gain lots n lots of material wants, well den.... a smile for u. =)
people reli change with time and the environment. once people are set free to do things, some go crazy. maybe tts y some parents rather kp their kids at home, cause once freedom is at hand, some go wild. can see tt some frns are hooked onto clubbing. dun get too hooked, you are not a fish. actually i wld wan to experience how clubbing is lk, but the fear of succumbing to the temptation of getting it as a habit kip me away. sometimes its not too gd to trust urslf too much. theres 2 ways to learn thgs. 1. tru obedience. 2. tru pain. you choose.
maybe im immersing myslf too much in church stuff. cnt reli seem to relate to the worldy stuff. but tts nt gd. cause God doesnt want me to drown myslf in church, He wan to send me out form church, into the world.
im still left w 6 more mths. dun wana it to go into waste. wld reli find a job tt will be fruitful n effective for me. =) pending jobs: tuition class. $18 per hr. n still waiting for hospitals to reply my mails! trying agencies tml.
