.Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ' 1:27 PM Y
MCyesh im on MC today! it totally feels like im ponning school. kinda feel guilty abt it. anw i have 14 days of mc to claim. bu na bai bu na. haha. have been having this naseous feeling with stomachache since fri. feel lk puking everytime i eat and will have the diarrhoea feeling a few hrs later. no mood to work everyday. so decided to just MC today and see a doc later. out of 6 colleagues, 4 of us have been experiencing the same ting one after another. maybe its some bug infection or sth. working in a hospital might not be that fun. you become more suspectible to all these.
so today im so free! contemplating of swimming later. but its so HOT! shall see.
anw just heard fr my mum which made me very "an4 shuang3". if you stil rem my job hunt episode, the umpteem times of interviews with pwc and yet still failed to get a position there after waiting for 1 month plus. i just heard fr my mum that the candidate who got in JUST QUITTED her job after 2 weeks of work!!!! (hahaha! who ask them dun hire me! =p) anw heard that 7 out of the 8 bosses wanted to hire me cz im a fresh grad who is more willing to learn. but the one and only woman boss (the direct boss) wants a more experienced 30 year old lady. but after hiring her for 2 weeks, she tender her resignation! now the 7 bosses are "reprimanding" the lady boss for her decision for hiring the lady and not me. well well.. if they call me up and hire me back with higher pay, i might consider after my contract with ttsh. ok little small episode to make me feel somehow "worthy". haha.
was having a conversation with one of my colleague ytd. she was telling me abt her love story and its quite complicated and end up in a tragic. her ex-bf broke off with her and married someone else, who ended up committed suicide bcz his wife later wants a divorce. my colleagues commented that she doesnt believe in a system of marriage, unless there is no such system known as divorce. i somehow agree with her. wads the point of getting married when you know that you still can have the right to divorce your partner? defeats the whole purpose. marriage is really a lifetime of commitment. how do you know if it's "THE ONE"?
after interacting with my colleagues, i got exposed to the "worldly" side of life. not that i have become more "worldly", but hearing stories of such life tragedies somehow got me back into some reality. spending my teenage years in church, growing up with close frns who are decent and holy, somehow i felt that my life is very "sheltered". the mention of the word "sheltered" to many might seemed as pampered and ignorant. but this is a good shelter i believe, or rather, a protection, a surrounding with wise counsel to prevent me from getting into the wiles of the world. i once told my colleagues i have nv been to clubbing before, they looked at me with unbelief. maybe to some, this kind of "pure and innocent" lifestyle might be despised upon, and they might even think that i should "get a life". but seriously, i think i am getting more life than ever. it's not the matter of i can or not, its a matter of i want or not.
my colleagues are really nice and helpful bunch of people. even i might not agree to all their views and lifetstyle, they are easy bunch of people to mingle around with. i got exposed to the more "worldly" lifestyle ever since working, and somehow or another, i feel proud of being a Christian. I have to consciously remind myself not to judge them or to despise their lifestyle just bcz i have a higher moral standard. Christianity is not about upholding a higher moral standard, which other religions also believe in that. It is the truth we believe in that results in a higher moral standard. It is Jesus whom we believe in that gives the righteousness in us. Jesus become more real a person when i mixed around people who are different from me. It's interesting to mix around non-believers, so that the revelation of Jesus Christ becomes more real to you. But, one just got to be consciously guarding his mind, heart and words when doing so.
so now i proudly declare my faith, that I AM A CHRISTIAN, AND CHRIST LIVES IN ME =)
