.Sunday, October 11, 2009 ' 8:48 PM Y
yesh its me! im backed! thank you for that few moments of waste of 5 secs to check out this dead blog every now and then. haha
anw working life is M-U-N-D-A-N-E and T-I-R-I-N-G! now i understand why its harder to get working adults to commit. so salute to all those faithful working adults who are always so on the ball when it comes to extra commitment in church stuff!
i slept latest by 10pm nowadays. yesh its very early i noe. but by the time i get home everyday, im just tired! i'll stone awhile after dinner and everytime while trying to be awake to watch some tv, i fell aslp on the sofa. and i have to drag myself up again to brush my teeth and drag my tired body to my bed. and the whole series go on again the next day after day after day after days...
sometimes when u feel like u wana break out of that monotonous working life, you are just too tired to plan any exciting things for yourself. end up just slack at home over the weekends. weekends arent reli weekends as well. my sat is packed with 2 tuitions back to back then a driving lesson after that. by evening, just too tired to move anymore. sunday is needless to say. day gone. i want my Sabbath!!!!!!
sad thing is when i look around. i realised i dun reli have much company to hang out with. haix. im like the first to work among my peers, first to get attached among them as well. how many will understand the things that i've been/went tru. and it takes extra effort to build and invest on new friendships, i just dun have the energy to do so now. just in case they are to be "taken away" again.
sounds abit emo here uh. alright. im just living a very simple lifestyle now. work-ministry-home.
sometimes i yearned for simple beautiful things to happen around me to warm my heart. to remind me that things arent that montonous and cold after all. some beautiful things that i chanced upon recently:
- at somerset mrt, they have glitery and shiny diamond walls! somehow i feel my soul being satisfied just by looking at the walls. at least someone bother to beautify this concrete jungle we live in.
- a pair of really old elderly couple holding hands crossing the road at ttsh
- when the sparrows begin to bathe themselves, shake the rainwater off themselves, and at the same time feeding on the rainwater when it rained ytd.
yes, im those that i will observe and appreciate the small little things and happenings around me. call me emo or wad. but thats how i appreciate life sometimes.
its monday in 3 hrs time. sunday night time is always a very depressing moment. haix.
OSIM: Oh Shit! It's Monday!
TGIF: Thank God It's Friday!
