.Wednesday, September 09, 2009 ' 1:57 AM Y
job hunt 4 - WARNING! THIS POST MIGHT BE DETERING TO SOME...
just received a mail regarding pwc position. was discouraged after seeing it. not that i got rejected directly but the mail from boss 1 saying: " I suggest to you that you write an email directly to another boss 2 and include- "i might be a bit nervous at the interview and might have say sth incorrectly...."
2 tots came to my mind:
1. did i really say sth wrongly that day? i tot it was a very casual interview and i was very careful with my words and it is one of my best interview that i had.
2. or boss 1 is also as puzzled as me that why am i still not getting the reply and he, being just helpful, suggesting and thinking that it might be that i said sth wrong that day?
just as i was discouraged, feeling lost and wanting to ask for help to phrase my email, got a crap attitude back from someone.
why do i deserve such a treatment? being helpful to everyone else but me.
feel like crap now.
sometimes it feels like just Him and me. as much as people can ask me hows job hunting, thats the most that they can do. i really appreciate the efforts to care but i have been answering so much of these questions that i also sian myself as i repeat all those answers. not that im sian of answering but sometimes i wonder when can i give a different answer? sometimes i feel pointless mentioning about job hunting cz it just seem like a superficial pick-up line to engage into a conversation. try asking me sth else.
if you are thinking if its u that im talking abt, no worries, no particular person in mind (cross my heart! learnt from UP!), but really just some of the inner feelings. im still kind and nice =) just try to change the topic next time when u see me. i'll naturally update if i found a job. =)
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH................................................................................
tell me that this is pms and not me.
