.Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ' 2:48 AM Y
i've decided to make an consistent effort to blog! and anw since im so free now. haha
went kite-flying ytd with dear! have wanted to fly kite since before exams... so finally we actualised it ytd! actually we did nt intend to fly kite. we wanted to go swimming actually, the seng kang relatively new pool with slides and all the diff pool facilities. but to our disapointment, it was CLOSED! sad sad sad sad! and just so nice they were having some international hockey match nearby so we sneak in to watch a few rounds of hockey matches. new zealand guys are sure good looking! i cheered like im one of the new zealand-ers! den we saw alot of ple flying kite at a nearby field so we decided to buy a "bat-man-lookalike" kite and flew it! actually it did not fly la.. ok it floated i will say. and we named that kite "a piece of shit", bcz half way tru the flying the string somehow kana stucked and we were so fed up with it. and we kept our "piece of shit" in the bag and made our way home. haha.
had a dinner in front of the tv and i fell asleep on dear's shoulder halfway watching some documentary. see it was an lazy day. always enjoy his company =) i think we are those sort of couples that like to do random stuff and outdoor stuff. bcz im that kinda gf! so he no choice! =p
anw went for 1st job interview today. by right its supposed to be interview with recruitment consultant for a sales job. ended up the manager called me back for another interview with her trying to get me into her company. seriously i dun think i like the working env there. and most imptly i dun like that manager, u noe, the face and the way she talks. ok hopefully she dun traced her way here. haha
went leaders meeting and went supper with dear and woman! always enjoy their company! nv felt that woman was a light bulb. shes just like one of us! haha but hopefully she quickly find her prince charming la. if u are interested in her, pls be BOLD!
anw we were talking abt the youth camp and all of us agreed that each one of us discover more abt ourselves. the good and the bad. for me, somehow i discover where i feel belong. the stage! i feel comfortable holding the mic hosting on stage rallying ple blablabla... since primary school, i think i have the influence to rally ple. i organise outings for my cca group in an non official setting.. rally my whole jc class to participate in some charity fund raising thing etc. fr the youth camp i discovered that actually i can be good with crowds! sometimes i can be overwhelmed by crowds of ple. when i watch national rally, i'll tear almost every year! its just this thing between me and crowds. u noe sometimes in life we noe that we have a tendency or a preference to do sth but just that we cant put it in words? bcz our tendency is not like those obvious talents like sports dance sing kinda stuff.. and we find it so hard to express our talents bcz our talents arent the typical ones. so today while talking to woman and dear i think i finally am able to put wad im good at into words!
i seriously wana find a job tt allows me to use these giftings of mine. or should i say i dun wan to find a job, i want to find a vocation, which means CALLING in hebrews ( i think, or greek? haha)
God puts sth in everyone. but our job is to discover it. if wad u are good at is not those typical kinda talents, no worries, just serve more and u'll discover more abt yourself! =)
God is good! just got inform i got a bursary of $400! and tgt with the one fr NUS of $1200, i receive a total of $1600 by just filing some forms! cool isnt it? the power of sowing and reaping. seed time harvest will nv cease as long as the earth remains =)
ok sleeping now. looking forward for swimming session with dear tml! =)
wan an!
