.Sunday, July 09, 2006 ' 1:07 AM Y
i really like church. =) esp mixing around with my fellow members and ex cell grp members. like wad pst robb thomsom said todae.. it is very impt to choose the correct kind of frns we have in life.. we grant access to the people ard us.. we can determine our own circle of people we want to have in our lives.. i truly believe that church is a place whereby i can really find out who i really am. =)
pst kong once said attitude is the heart of the heart. it is the root of our lives. just in a short span of 2 daes.. i saw lots of positive attitudes being displayed in church.. some of which im still learning to have.
there was this sec one guy. he came to my cell group meeting. this was the 2nd time i saw him. din tok to him when i saw him for the 1st time last week. but anyway.. i made this announcement of water baptism coming up soon.. those who want can get forms fr me.. so here goes this sec 1 guy.. coming up to me imd after e meetin ended.. "sis huijuan.. can i have the form? i want to get baptised" i was stunned.. not that i duno how to react to him.. but was stunned by his passion and his child-like faith. so i sat him down n talk to him.. he's very open to me.. tho oli the 2nd time we met.. somehow i got this sisterly feeling inside of me.. God taught me sth tru this boy.. that we should always have the child-like faith.. always having the pure burning passion inside of us..
another one. my ex cell grp member.. she took part in some singing competition n got into the finals.. tho she din win anything after all.. i can tell.. shes still a happy girl.. she always is.. she told me that it was a gd opport for her to learn fr her mistakes n fr all the comments fr e judges.. wad a positive attitude.. nv sae die attitude.. her smile always boast me somehow. =)
one last one. my helper. what he wrote to me really struck a cord in my soul. he is so willing. the spirit of willingness n excellence r imdeed in him. i wld sae he's a more willing helper than me last time. he quote me a verse:"when one compels you to go a mile, go with him two".. this is the verse that kips him motivated as a helper.. i truly blif that God is going to reward him much. i might be a new leader.. a young one who doesnt noe alt of things abt leadership.. but God has blessed me with 4 great experienced helpers to support me along.. i really like their attitude.. i blife this will bring them far in life.. tho they are not in a very gd school.. with not very gd results.. their attitude alone will bring them promotion in life. =) apart fr that.. after reading wad he wrote.. i feel a tug in me.. this inner man in me asking me this qn:" if you are not going to do it for all these ple, who is?" i just felt that for the sake of my people.. i got to go the extra mile.. they are my men.. my sheep.. even it means to sacrifice more time.. more effort.. since they can go the extra mile to serve.. i can too. =)
leaving all that aside.. my officer bf is finally back! ha.. duno since when i started to call him that.. but evytime when i see officers at boon lay bookin out.. i'll just wonder if he's just ard me. but.. we dun haf time to spend tgt.. he's bookin in tml! we were busy with our separate lives i guess.. but no whinings.. no complaints.. since we chose this route.. since we chose to live out our 1st revelation.. we chose to sacrifice n stay on track.. i blif God wil multiply our time somehow. =)
