.Wednesday, July 06, 2005 ' 11:28 PM Y
got back jct results. hmm... well.. thk oli maths was ok. (i wonder if maths toppin in class oli happens during jcts. ha. i wan it durin As! ha.) other than tt all fall below my expectation. haven gt back gp. hope i'll pass tt n its cleared! ha.
i've learnt. allowing peace to dwell in me. thank God. im more an optimist now. =) though my results might nt be e ones i wanted.. i still give thanks. i thank Him for all e wonders He had done. even if my results arent tt gd, i'll take it as a signal from God tt im heading towards e wrong direction.
1st time ever in my life i hf fasted. hmm.. stil nt reli use to it. will stil be tempted by food. by i'll turn my physical hunger to spiritual hunger. somehow i felt im growing more n more in Lord. gt tis hunger to noe more of Him n dwell in His presence. oso went for wow todae. hmm.. nt bad. a min cell grp. but oli noe a few ple there. ha. somehow gt tis tot inside me. since my church pastors r willing to go to e extend to sacrifice during their sch days, we can do e same. moreover wow is alr a platform tt is set up. jz nid to gather more ple n revival will come to tj one day. will be gg for tjc-chc prayer meetin on fri. hope it'll be an enlightening n freshing one. =)
celebrated xw's bd todae. was so fun. tho we did nth much but jz hang ard in canteen takin stupid photos. but tts wad mks it so fun. ha. lk tt part where everyone tk turns to tk foto n tt foto where xw herslf gona tk foto of us. ha. love u guys! has been a long time since we r reli tgt lk todae. but a pity is tt jf n zx always din join. reli hope tt they'll join for e next celebration. eh? isnt tt mine? hee. hope to reli tk a quan jia fu den. 1 thg im so glad tt isaac is backed! backed to us! despite all those unhappy incidents n conflicts, we hf proved tt we r still one big family tt bear no grudges of one another. thanks isaac, for making e picture more complete. =) (equation proven! hee.) other than hoping for a true reunion of dsc one dae.. another more impt one is to hope tt all of em will gain salvation one day. how nice will tt be. we'll meet agn in heaven one day! saw caleb's blog tokin abt tis too.. somehow feel tt we can somehow somewhat bring revival to dsc.. i duno how. but i noe its tru God's way. jem, reli n sincerely u wun backslide but slide back to Him.. come back to enjoy His love n peace agn tgt. hope u can reli mk it for tis wkend. i jz love e dsc ple. feel tt i din reli spen much time durin hols n even b4 hols w u guys.. duno wad im bz with oso.. ha.. miss u guys loads. todae was reli great. =) i jz cnt imagine wads life in tj wout u guys. guess it'll be reli dull. thanks so much for making my tj life so much much wonderful. sometimes i jz wished we can go back to e dsc times where we can hf more chances to gt tgt.. i promised i'll be more committed n more enthu. ha. guess i've missed out q alot last time. but im glad im backed into e pic n din miss out much more. true reunion will come one dae. i just love u guys so much.. we'll continue to be a bunck of fun-loving ple yea~~ (woa.. jz look at e length of tis para.. u guys wil noe how much i love u all. ha.)
as for class... hmm.. well.. i wld sae its nt as bad. jz tt its kinda bits n pieces here. we'll piece all these tgt one dae. since we can do it in e 1st 3 mths, we can again. all we hf to do is to piece it back. somehow i gt tis feeling tt i wana tk up tt challenge agn.. since after tt hawker incident n cny carnival.. jz wana let e class bcum "wholesome" agn.. i duno if tis will sd so fake to others or they'll jz thk juan is trying to act or sth.. tongues might start wagging.. i duno. but Lord noes n He'll do it for me. i dun care wad ple will say abt me.. cz tis is MY class.. i hf ownership over it. it belongs to me n all of us. we jz nid to move a little small step closer. nt tt difficult. we can do it.. as long as someone initiates to take a step forward.. ple will den tk subsequent steps closer. of cz i noe i cnt do it by myslf.. i nid ple to help me along. actually i see sl's effort in designing class tee.. he has been cumin up w so mani designs.. but no one actually go n do it. tis time i will. i will do it. i'll tk tis as a chance. thanks sl.. i see ur effort. tho ur no longer in e same class.. i feel ur spirit w us.. n tts wad ple call e class spirit. =) jz wana mk 25/04 a better living place.. it has always been a gd one. it can be better. i love u guys too.. n love nv fails. tj life has been great in 25/04.. u guys i hf met bring me different kinda laffter n memories.. im nt gg to forsake all those. cummon, be a class, one whole class.
tis is specially dedicated to those hu r affected by jct results.. feel tt maybe i can help in sayin sth.. butif it doesnt help.. i blif u can help urslf better than i do. =) look back at ur education life n see how mani tests n exams u hf taken.. so wads jct? its not more than a feedback system. its jz a way to signal u tt u r heading e wrong path. wrong study methods. wrong time management. n since u've acknowledge wad u shdnt hf done, do sth to it. nt jz acknowledge. our ultimate aim is A-levels.. til den we will emerge as true conquerors in our nation.. nt jz in tj. 2 more mths to prelims n 4 more to A-levels.. theres stil time. dun waste it agn. it nv come back. above all... be an optimist! no harm being one rite? it wun take away one piece of ur flesh or suck ur blood.
woa.. tis is a long blog yea~~ ha.
i pray tt tis new term will be an enriching one.. nt oli in terms of studies.. but my walk w God.. n my sch life..
i pray tt family will gt out of all those sicknesses we had. reli e whole fam is down w different kinda illness. out u go satan! theres no place for u here!
i pray tt those ard me will eventually gt to noe God n return to Him.
i pray n i pray.......
im a happy ger. =)
